第二天,刘子墨依然打着卖冰棒的愰子,来到了那片小树林,等候秦如烟。
????只要路上有女孩子经过,刘子墨都会踮起脚来看,看是不是他那心心念念的如烟妹妹,一个又一个,过尽千姝皆不是,阵风扬尘灰蒙蒙。多情自古空余恨,长忆天边一抹红。
????冰棒开始融化时,他才一步三回头地去兜售冰棒,心里却还在惦记着那片小树林。
???秦如烟知道刘子墨会来,她也不时地偷偷往小树林那边张望,她看到刘子墨在那里徘徊,既想冲过去投入他的怀中,又怕情绪失控造成终生遗憾,只能在远处默默地注视着刘子墨,看他焦虑心烦长吁短叹,看他兜兜转转坐卧不安,看他失魂落魄望眼欲穿。
???秦如烟的心碎了,她想要妥协,她心里说,如果明天刘子墨再来小树林里等她,她就投降,做他的俘虏,哪怕是飞蛾扑火,陷入万劫不复,她都会奋不顾身扑向他的怀抱。
???刘子墨连续两天都没有等到秦如烟,意志逐渐变得消沉,由活泼开朗变得沉默寡言,身心俱疲,整日无精打采,感情这东西最是折磨人。
???刘子墨面对眼前的花红柳绿、莺莺燕燕、清风明月、萤光渔火都变得无感,甚至于那些被诗化了的凤尾蝶,纤弱的豆娘,群飞群舞的蜻蜓,还有那吱吱鸣叫的秋蝉,此刻都变得那么令人讨厌。
????刘子墨的精神世界已经崩塌,他如同行尸走肉一般,饱受着相思的煎熬。
????远在岳阳的柳莺同样也在饱受相思之苦,她每天盯着刘子墨那幅字:书似青山常乱叠,灯如红豆最相思。俊秀的字体恰似刘子墨俊朗的脸庞,怎不教人思量?
????孤灯不眠思欲绝,卷帏望月空长叹。?????
从来都不主动的她,也顾不上女孩子的矜持了,洋洋洒洒地写了一封英文长信,打算寄给刘子墨,她写英文信的主要目的还是怕家里人发现,可以随机应变,只是她不知道英语是刘子墨的短板。英文信的全文如下:zi mo ge :
???hello,see words like noodles,yue yang i have been away for several days,i miss your more and more,it"s hard to sleep every night,you are as fast as wind aricity, rustling like a meteor, opening and closing like a god, somersault like a? kite, like an eagle in the sky,fierd fierce,have high morale,be physically strong,valiant and heroi bearing。the dragon and snake dance,jade flute plum blossom gull and heron fly。you don"t know,how smart you are,you? don"t? know,you have captured my heart,intruded into my dream,took my soul away,i fell asleep with acacia,why don"t you e and wipe the years off my face?tears and thoughts, turn into a moonlight lover,falling lotus with water,send your love to yue yang from afar,residual red lie wave west wind cool,white clouds and sorrows,a thousand drops of rain e from a broke,missing a little bit aurning to the pond。think you think you love you hate you。
best? or best wishes。
??????????????? wish? you all is well.?
the one who loves you the most.
liu ying
1987.8.6 written in yue yan
??(译:子墨哥:????
???你好,见字如面,岳阳一别已数日,对你的思念有增无减,每夜久久难以入眠。
???你疾如风快如电,飒沓如流星,开合似大神。空翻如鹞子,凌空似雄鹰。
???拳脚凌厉,斗志昂扬。身强体健,英姿飒爽。
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